The Fork In The Road

Monday is our IVF consultation.

I feel as though we have a good idea of what we want to do but I think it’s important to get as much information as possible before making such a big decision.

I’ve felt so happy lately. I’m not sure why. I don’t know if it’s because we have entertained the idea of being child free and that would be a relief after all of the stress from the past four and a half years. I don’t know if it’s because we’ve taken a couple months off from treatment. Maybe it’s because I’ve been focusing on what I need. Whatever the reason, I’ve been feeling really well lately and it’s been nice.

As always, I’m so grateful for each and everyone of you that support Joe and I. We love you all so much.

As for Joe, I don’t have enough words. I love you so much. Thank you for being by my side.

Please pray for guidance over the next several weeks. We want to make a wise choice, no matter the outcome. We want peace about this decision.

A friend sent me a quote by Dave Barringer on Twitter.

“Pain isn’t an interruption in your story but an invitation to a DEEPER story with God!”

This journey has done just that. It’s pulled me closer to God. I’m often scared about what the future looks like and I worry God can’t take care of me. But I’m reminded almost daily that He holds the world in His hands. He’s got me. He’s got you too.

 

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2 thoughts on “The Fork In The Road

  1. Well said Lindsay. Nice to hear you’re just enjoying life now without stressing out so much. So I’m happy that you guys are going through this consultation before jumping in head first. If it’s God’s will, it’ll be done – in His time.

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